Never

I don't want to be your pretty face, 

Your perfect love story, 

Fantasies, 

A solution to your boredom, 

The reason that you take a little longer in the bathroom. 

Closed doors and open conversation, 

Never really there 

But you say you're never leaving, 

Crying on my pillow while you're sharing yours with her.

It was never my intention to be living in the spotlight, 

Suffocated by a love that is not mine, 

Wanting nothing more than everything that you can't give me, 

Disgusted by all of the happy people that walk past me.-